you know what?...im worried

freakingly worried,, Y U NO Understand me?...aishhhh,, susah la mcm ni,, aq tak nk la rse cmni,, i hate this feeling,, feeling of losing, , maybe im too fucking care , arghh,, aq mungkin takkn sedia klu anything happen in the future..u know?...my heart sre in your hand,,its not kinda things to play with,,keep it safe,,oh damn,, tak suke la perasan cmni,,scumbag tau?..knpela ko tak phm tiap kali ko nak off skype awal aq akn wat muke tak ske?..a moment please?..aishh,, i hate good bye,, keep this a note..ok?..aduh,,until here, XOXO

The Script

hell yeah,,im in love with their song lately, DeadMan Walking, If You Ever Come Back, Before the  Worst,, n most entertain me a lot Exit Wound.. not really sure what the song means..

New Album #3

"Exit Wounds"

My hands are cold, my body's numb
I'm still in shock, what have you done?
My head is pounding, my vision's blurred                               
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word

And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricocheted and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out, yeah

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping

Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor
I'm damaged goods, for all to see
Now who would ever wanna be with me?

I've got all the baggage, drink the pills
Yeah, this is living but without the will
I'm backing out, I'm shutting down
You left a hole when you walked out, yeah

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping

[x4]
Lose your clothes and show your scars that's who you are

Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping

oppa vs noona

aigooo,,long time no post ha?...haha. secara am nya.. berdasarkan goolgle translate,, oppa means abang and noona means kakak,, ape yg aq nak tekankan ni sebenrnye adalah,,peranan seseorg yg  aq syg dlm relationship kitorg,,haih,,,"i want you to be my oppa not me to be ur noona"... ap maksud die ni?.. mm, actually,, ape yg aq maksdkn adalah,, aq nak Mr Grey aq tu jadi "abang" bkn aq yg jdi "kakak" die,,pnt la.. sblm ni.. in my previous relationship ,, aq je yg jadi"kakak"...kadang2 tunak jgk jadi "adik"..ape yg aq mengarut ni?.. mean,, aq pnt jadi terlalu caring,, aq nak di-caring-kan.. aq nak dimanjekan plak,,aq da btaw Mr Grey aq tu,,but lame kelamaan mcm aq yg byk manjekan die,,aduhhh,, tak best la,,this is not what im expecting . tolong la paham.. tolong la jadi "oppa"aq,,,T_T...  until here,, lega skit da tulis something..XOXO